New born journey, creating my own world, not fantasy anymore.

Everyone sure has thought about this question before, why i come to this world? And what kind of mission that i being settled for this?

        Actually, i come into an answer for this question...The answer is live your life and building up your life, just like colouring ur own life on this plain paper.


        I have live for 19 years, with nothing, with no vision of my life, not even know what the actual life that i want. For 19 years,this indeed a very long time, i had do nothing for over this 19 years. Within this, i live my life hard, complaining the fate why tormenting on me, actually i had tormented myself along this.


        But is this the real life i desire for? No, totally not, this is not the exact life that i really want, none even! Facing failure all over the time, again and again, repeating the same track of my life; but that is a fact that i m still standing still, i m not being defeated by life yet!

        I know the only way is mending my life, change my life although this is a very heavy decision, but i choose to do it, because now i know what the real life that i want now, i have someone that i love, i have a lot of people that blessing me, me also. Those daydream cannot satisfy me anymore, those fantasy is still fantasy, after wake up from the dream, all turn to be same again.

Now, i will stand on my steps, creating my own world, i know in somewhere deep reckless of my heart i have this desire and ability that to create my own century. Because i can do it, its no more imaginative, no more fantasy!   


How about you?