Black and White ( Frame fixing) - The Ugly Truth

13 December,

Hav u all ever try before, doing everything well but there sure would be someone that not satisfy with you, there sure be someone dislike you, even u try ur best to make it perfect dy...

The answer is yes, in this world there sure will be someone resists you, even your best friends, your family and your life partner. Most of them always complain here complain there, although u think that isnt the matter. Perhaps they say they do so is for your own good, they do so is because they care of you, but you will never reach their hopes...

Some even worse, they will insult you until you hav naked shown to everyone...
Upset, give up, cannot help, despair; the feeling that flooded ur mind...
Someone complain, not handsome enough,not tall enough,too fat, cold blooded, always talking crap, no sentiment and sensibility, when looking others, keep staring until everyone afraid of it, when you don see anyone then your eyes look dizzy, the results is weak, useless, even scold you idiot, stupid...

What can we do? Even we do ald but they still not satisfy with it...
Ya, i know, i hav not any strong ability, i m not important, i hav poison mouth, i m selfish, i hav bad tempered, even when compare to others, i m nothing... ya, really nothing... but what i can do, only accept all of these with smily face, dont care about it, keeping making topic... you all say this my benefits, with such baring and dont care with these... really sarcastic... such thinking is just self-deceiving.  optimistic? coward. the real truth, the ugly truth of me...

Fine, u all consider these as coward, so what? I accept, so what? Dont think you can get the good feedback from everyone, what you can do is care of yourself,although everyone has abandoned you, trust yourself, dont need to heed them, all they talk are actually crap...but in somewhere, actually i care...

It is ur own trust? or just self-deceiving?

If everyone care, nobody cry; if everyone love, nobody lie...