Black and White(Frame Fixing)- Turning

13 December,

Turning point of life,
everyone is searching and seeking for, meaningful and the real life that we desire...

Time, environment,people and failure turning a person's personality, excruciating the mind and also heart,causing he or she dismay.

Yesterday, i met a friend, when i saw her, when i talked to her, she turned to be other, no more the one that i hav recognized before. The one that i know b4 was full with confidence, being a leader among friends, argue with anyone that had offended her rules, persist in her decision as long as she think it is true...

Now, no more, she had changed, becoming weak, soft, wont resist when others humiliating her, and the most obvious thing is she is tired. Failure, her life never turned to be well in this half years, because of bad results, torturing her to become weak, even burst out crying as she cannot sustain from pressure, her life that she don like...

She live the way that she not gonna to be... she is lost, really lost...

She need to find her turning point of life, get rid from this suffering life... Be the one that she gonna be...

This is the life of college, the life of university, facing the ugly truth of society... University is not the really hopeful and the place that we desired b4, we are being cheated by primary and secondary school teachers... The real life in university is not really that ideal place as imagined by teachers...

Perhaps there is someone and those that are not agree with me, at here we need to figure out and bare with the life that we dislike, but somehow we can choose the way we gonna use to be, choose the life we want, we just need the chance, the turning of life...

I want to see her again, the one that i knew her b4, i m gonna to help her; from her back, i can see myself that had lost b4, she needs a hand, and i m gonna to lend her my hand...

There is always the way in front if we want,
the turning point of life,
is just in front of ur very eyes,
depend on u wanna to step up or not.....